sometimes giving up is more easier than holding on.  I made mistakes again. I thought Im the only one who hurts. the truth is when I get hurt,  in the same way Im hurting him without any consciousness.  Ben always say everything can change.  but now I really dont know how to change it. it seems the only way out is forget about him completely. it's been 7 months,  and he still doesnt want to solve and change anything.  I should let it go. I should stop torturing myself!


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